Human is a complex animal which often makes things trouble. I am the one who always has bad fortune ,no ,I could not complain life to the God ,He loves me ,Sometimes it is my mistake to disobey the rule ,God ,please forgive me .I should always obey you ,I know if I follow you ,I would have lots of grace in my life ,but ,god ,sometimes it is just so hard to follow you ,so hard to desert myself to live in you ,God ,I could not hear what you said to me ,god ,I am so confused about my future ,god ,where is my way ,what kind of life is to honor you ,what kind of life is in your promise ,I could not pray for my own way ,god ,please tell me ,where could I honor you ,where I could be like salt or light in the world to be the bless in this world. God ,I am here ,I would like to listen to you ,I would like to follow your direction ,I would like to obey you ,to love others ,to help others ,not just concentrate on myself but others ,to show love and patience to others .Not only focus on what I need or what could I get from others instead I should try to behavior good .I should try to live a life like a Christ ,no fear ,to recognize myself clearly and correctly .To be your tool ,to follow you ,to do what you ask me to do ,God ,I am here to love you ,to obey you. God I am so sorry I am not humble enough to make you lead my life but instead I always try to walk my own way .God ,I am so sorry ,I offence you ,I would like to make you lead my way .I would like to obey you ,god ,no matter what happened or what kind of job you prepared for me ,I would like to do it best ,God ,please let me know in what area could I honor you, God if it is your wish ,I would like to give up my dream to follow you ,to be your servant ,to follow you ,to get the grace form you .
· God, thanks, I am your kid, I believe you love me and you will choose the best for me .God ,please give me more wisdom so that I could know how much you love me ,God ,please give me more confidence so that I could follow you beyond doubt god, please give me a bright eye ,so I could see others lack ,and help others. God please give me a a broad mind, so I could not just focus on myself .GOD ,I love you!