God ,I am looking for you

I am an adult now ,I am 22 an age old enough to carry the burden of my own life. However I am always tired and confused ,I do not know what to do !God please come here to help me ,I am so confused about my future ,I can not make the ends meet ,I am really tired about my life ,often do the same trivial details everyday ,I do not like it ！I feel painful and have no passion about my work ,what shall I do ?

I am only22,Can I change my job ,I really do not like it ,What shall I do ,God where are you ,can you give me some help ,I often feel painful when talked about money ,I live a really poor life ,why can not I go out to other place ,I do not want to waist my time here ,but where is my direction ,which way shall I choose ,I do not know ,all I know is that I do not like my current job ,it is meaningless.

God where are you ,why my heart is so painful ,why my wage is always used up in the end of the month ,God please come here and give me some help ,I am really confused .Where is my dream ,which way shall I choose ,where is my confidence ,where is my passion ,why should I work ,why should my life is so boring and painful ,This is why !Why it is so hard for me to make a living ?

God ,please come here ,,please give me the answer ,I am so worried and upset ,I want to escape from the world ,from the society ,from the reality ,to another world ,where I could find my dream ,where I do not have so much pressure ,where I do not need to worry about so many thing .

God ,you are the God ,please lead my way ,It is so hard to wait ,please give me some hint ,where are you ,I do not what tomorrow would like ,You have told me that I should only need to live today ,so what is today ,tomorrow is the extension of today ,so what ,I want to change today ,I wish I have a brighter future ,is this wrong ?My passion is burned up ,I am like a lamb in a forest ,painful ,why should I so conflict !

God please lead me !I ask you ,I am looking for you ,please give my wisdom and confidence to be a better person to live a better life ,to have a wonderful job ,to have peace everyday !God please comfort me !I need you !