Recently ,I always feel confused and tired about my future ,I feel it is so hard to make a living ,I complained a lot every day ,I can not feel the happiness in my life ,yesterday I went to the church ,I feel energetic and more clearly about my future ,I talked with Mrs sun for almost an hour ,I realized I do not follow the God and made him the lord for me ,I depended on myself ,I tried to conquer my life by myself ,this is so dangerous ,I can do nothing ,I could not conquer my breath ,I am just a human ,I could not do God’s job !
What shall I do is to choose a way more closer to God and depend on him .I am a pride person not humble enough to make God lead my way ,so I should humble to make room for God .I should obedience to follow the God always. I would follow the God to get grace from him, I should wait him to make the way for me .I love you God ,if I ask something from you and you do not give it to me that is because you know I am not prepared enough to do the job ,I am not capable enough to do the job ,I should remain making progress ,God I love you ,you give everything for me and even died on the cross for me ,How should I doubt you ,God I am sorry ,please forgive my offence !
Yes God you love me, you have a wonderful plan for me ,I would like to do what I can to honor your name ,that is the meaning of my life ,God you love me ,please give me lots of wisdom so I could know you amazing grace ,know how to follow you ,God please give me lots of confidence so I could always follow you ,God please put humble in my heart ,so I could always depend on you instead of myself ! God I ask for you !
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